艾什莉贾德写自传 曝童年被性虐待

屈联西

  2011年04月06日  国际在线

　　艾什莉·贾德为誉为演技与长相都堪称完美的女星，凭借全球最卖座的影片之一《双重阴谋》一跃成为好莱坞的一线明星，最近又加盟主演ABC 台的新剧 《失踪》，其耀眼光环着实让人羡慕，不过在她光鲜外表下却有着痛苦的回忆。近日她出版一本名为《痛苦与甜蜜》的自传回忆录，其中记载了她生活中的点滴，其中爆料出其童年不堪回首的经历让人大为震惊。
　　她成长在一个极其混乱的家庭，与妹妹是同母异父。父母私生活都比较混乱，家里经常聚集一群人在吸食毒品，其后母亲离婚后又与混乱多名男子同居给她幼小心灵带来去不掉的阴影。她写道，一个大家都认识的老头把我叫到一个阴暗处，给了我一块披萨饼，然后让我坐在他的腿上，紧紧的抱住我，当我快要窒息的同时，他把他脏脏的舌头伸到我的嘴里。。。随后这个老头对小艾什莉进行了惨无人道的性虐待，而在艾什莉的人生中充斥着更多如此常人无法忍受的痛苦。
　　【英文摘要】
　　In a shocking memoir, actress Ashley Judd has detailed her childhood years filled with lies, pain and sexual abuse, and RadarOnline.com has an exclusive sneak peek into the book that hits shelves on Tuesday, April 5.
　　"My mother, while she was transforming herself into the country legend Naomi Judd, created an origin myth for the Judds that did not match my reality," Ashley writes in the new memoir titled All That Is Bitter & Sweet。
　　"She and my sister [Wynonna] have been quoted as saying that our family put the 'fun' in dysfunction. I wondered: 'Who, exactly, was having all the fun? What was I missing?'"
　　Ashley reveals that although her mother led her father, Michael Ciminella, on to believe he was the father of Wynonna, it was actually another man, Charlie Jordan, who was the father and upon hearing of the pregnancy he wanted nothing to do with it。
　　The 42-year-old Kentucky native said that "there was always marijuana inside the house" and that her dad "was prone to taking hallucinogenics with friends on Saturday nights。
　　When she was a toddler, her parent's marriage dissolved, and Naomi had a new man move in with them who Ashley describes as an "abusive full-blown heroin addict with a criminal record."
　　"I was taught to believe that our lifestyle was normal and never to question it or complain, even when I was left alone for hours, sometimes days at a time, or when I was passed without warning to yet another relative," Ashley wrote。
　　"I loved my mother, but at the same time I dreaded the mayhem and uncertainty that followed her everywhere...I often felt like an outsider observing my mom's life as she followed her own dreams."
　　Sadly, Ashley recounts an experience with sexual abuse which later lead her into a deep depression。
　　"An old man everyone knew beckoned me into a dark, empty corner of the business and offered me a quarter for the pinball machine at the pizza place if I'd sit on his lap," Ashley said。
　　"He opened his arms, I climbed up, and I was shocked when he suddenly cinched his arms around me, squeezing me and smothering my mouth with his, jabbing his tongue deep into my mouth."
　　Check back with RadarOnline.com as we reveal more dark family secrets within Ashley's memoir。